I feel like elmo kind of haunts me mentally?

I know this is kind of funny. But when I was 10 years old I saw the Elmo movie and he was so nice in that movie. I mean youtube clips of that movie and you will see that Elmo learns a great lesson in that movie and its very sweet. Since then, its been 9 years and I havent forgotten about it. Its so emotional and sad that it makes me feel like if I do a bad thing I cant stop but think about "if Elmo would have done that?" It was even worse back then right after I saw the movie. Like in the beginning Elmo is sleeping, facing the left side of the bed. I thought I was doing something wrong for a while if I wasnt sleeping on the left side. Well its not that bad anymore but I do feel like when I do something wrong i'm always reminded of that movie. Like smoke pot and stuff like that. I wish I could just relax and not have this hang over me. How do you explain it?